therapist said talk to urself like ur a little kid again
but that little kid would be mad that i never ever
made it to a b cup
and im not pals with jesus
oh fuck
almost got a tattoo related to
jesus

im healthier now
ive replaced my shopping addiction with an exercise one
but i dont look rich or ripped oh god
cant even stick to one addiction
tryin to learn a lesson from my father
he got sober and became a better man
but that doesnt mean that hed be ok if i got an aoc tramp stamp

and i will never be ok with the way that i spend my time
please please make me kind
but let me be a bitch just one more time its the last time

i have a daydream where i am georgia o'keeffe
probably cause i crave females validating me
cant quite make those friendships stick
and i think that id like to live like her
ladder on the moon
and then i realize i cant deal with lonliness
i tried and i failed it

and i will never be ok with the way that i spend my time
please please make me kind
but let me be a bitch just one more time its the last time

took a walk to the cemetery
where i did a scavenger hunt as a little girl scout
and i had a little talkin to myself

promise to make me wise
promise to make me wise
promise to make me wise
i know that its gonna take some time

but promise to make me wise